Got To Know

Today I got to understand while talking to you and doing RCA that its my mom who is the root cause of everything

She is acdemically a very good student but dumheaded simple and v v inncocent..
In her entire life all problems had only solution is dumping the problem to baba..and wash off hand..while my father was like a tree.. No one would ever know how many problems are nesting in his head like you dont know how many birds reside in a banyan tree.. The tree stands stable always!!!

I have grown up seeing her..and internally I also believed in my subconcious that Husbands are problem solvers...weight takers--whatever might be the problem..or countless of them...

Problems started creeping in when I found that the person I married was more of a reverse person who had always offloaded all the problems of his life on me and myself slowly bearing it as far as possible..
Playing the role of the husband in te family..be it baby's school to fixing driver to run the family drama everything..

And slowly became tired fatugued and lifeless in the long run..

My mind never knew what dependence is ..where as my heart knew what exactly dependence is...

And finally I got my life my love in you..on whom I started depending with my entire life in every steps of life..
As I told you Complete Blind Trust.. that if you say there are 4 walls around you "Cant you see Baby.. I will not be able to see but believe yes when he is telling there are the walls ..onky thing AM not able to see"!!!

But it was not my cup of tea and it was snatchedd off from me one fine morning leaving me like a lost but overtly pampered child in the crowd...
Pampered in love to the extent of elation and oblivion and then thrown off to struggle and fight out everything alone..

Love You Take Care

Just feeling too dejected with everything..every little thing of life