Feeling shattered after talking to you. Actually I haven't received any sms from you, hence was trying to call you since early morning. But your cell was switched off. Hence was not able to talk.
Whatever ever happend to you yesternight, probably i saw it coming. You were extremely depressed for last few days that you have stopped talking to me even. Yeasterday was out burst of it. Which is quiet normal. As you are so brave and mentally so storng, you were able to hold on for such long time, before out brusting finally. Given your situation, any one, including me, would have done this long back and would have continued doing every day. I really respect you. You are a woman of strength.
But I know that we shall over come. We shall overcome big way. You are putting your best, and make sure you do the maximum you can do, even if after that we fail, we know that we have tried the level best.
Keep the faith. I know its a long path that you are traveling and traveling alone, but at the destination you will get the payment. Life squares it up, all ways and always. Just keep walking.
I know, I can do nothing to support you, neither I can hold you on to my chest to give you my share of strength. Nither can i take your hands in mine for that long awaited reassurance. But still I say that I love you, I care for you and I'll always be there with you. Even if that with my few dry words. Because you are to precious for me to let go for a moment.
Love you. And trust me, we will be able to join the dots in future looking backwards. How, that we don't know now, but I know we will be able to win it for sure. Just listen to your heart and do what you love the most. No one can take you out of the dark room, but YOU. I know you will be able to walk out of that darkness on your own, because you have that power in you.
Love you so so so very much. Watching you all the time, silently.
Only yours.
Love.
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