Love You

Love You Jaaan...
call korte parbo ki na janinaa..prochondo jhogra cholche re..sei ak routine ak pattern..calling up parents etc..
new baynakka is JS er mathay haat rekhe promise kora that I wont communicate with you in any forms..
R na hole he will commit suicide etc and write you and me are responsible for his death..and ruining his life
JS k ghore niye giye bolche j ami ok niye berie giye tomar sathe thakbo..and amader itor lifestyle e o nosto meye toiri habe..moreo jete pare..because we will not take care of him..
Telling her tor ma more jayna kano rather than being somebody else (read your name)kept..
O bolche j na ota to amar ma tumi kano bolcho more jete...I love ma..
She cried like hell..fupiye fupiye kede jachhe bechari.
feeling sick at nerves...
Amra hoyto sotti happy hote parinaa...Is it that Shona??to be happy you need to have legal permission?? Think about it!!!

Tui long drive plan korechili naa?? You will have plenty of them with your legal family while being on trip ..and everyone will think YOU are happy...as THEY will be happy and LEGALLY wrapping YOU with so called care and comfort..YOU are SUPPOSED to be HAPPY

Happiness is not our cup of TEA.. we will die like this..

I am telling you..if at all thats an option tui study ta complete kor..and I will simply pack and go..and then fight out..loop er vetore theke fight kora aombhob..ar jekhane every step we are getting caught by public in wrong foot when emotionally we are drop dead down..

Our love getting raped in public every instance..ami nite parchi naa ar humilitaion..of our so precious love..
Oboshyo tui deputattion e gele the other venom of our life will follow you wagging her tail acrrying her legal power..
so i really dont know and cant hope much!!!Lets just die..